*BecaUse you LoVed mE.....*

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

*beCausE you Loved mE.....*

^mE n mY oLd ridE^

*afTer ouR socCer gaMe*

*reaL socCer? oR jusT for dE cammIe?*

`bacK..............................`

gOsh.. here i am sitting in the libRary.. wondering "What in the world am i doing here while everybody is on break?" EXACTLY!!! Why in the world do I have so many exams due this week when everybody is enjoying their freaking tuition free week?! With all the exams.. my tuition free week is now tuition free days!! I am dead, true dead.. can't wait for finals to come but on the other hand, i dread the day it comes =p life's been good.. minus the uni life. oo.. i just became an aunt to a baby girl yesterday~ that's my second "anak saudara"!! wit da first nephew growing up.. now i'm going to miss the growth of my niece too.. sheesh.. talk about bad timing... oni drank milo n 'sau ta piang' diz morning.. so brain x functioning well.. datz y i feel dat i'm loss for words.. oh, i went 2 de market yesterday n guez what i found? HUP SENG CREAM CRACKERS!!! Oh my goodness.. can't believe my own eyes.. i can actually find my favourite biscuit here!! heh.. will survive now.. last nite we had BAK KUT TEH for dinner.. made it all by myself.. wahahaha.. x bad for my first time tho =p da home bug iz back.. where at times i wana go home so badly.. for da food! n for da people..fine fine.. for my family.. fine fine.. for my irritating SISTER~ (not!)... mind my post diz time as it is so so not organised.. i juz type what flows into my mind =p

vRoooM vRoooM... wHen caN driVe herE to sEe gU gU?????

mY neW peT....yeaH riTe~ he's a LoneLy one~~

ngai D..dOno hoW to take Pic oNe diz maN.. oo, datz my rIde~

wit aUntiE duRing faTher's daY LuncH

aLL of uS duRing da LuncH

*wHy famiLy cOmeS befoRe eveRythiNg......*

daRn...Although i always do say I am strong and will not cry when I think of my family.. I did it laz night! @_@ and it's all because of someone's fault!! somEone wit de name of chiew hOoi lin.......... her latest blog entry triggered the hormones in me =( two birthdays without him, two christmas without him.. but the memories still goes on.. his passing made me realise how important it is to love n cherish all those beside us.. because we never know when they might leave... i didn't even get the chance to say goodbye, let more see him alive for the laz time.. He didn't wait for me to tell him how much i loved him, tell him how much I wanted him to see me graduate, tell him how much I wanted him to be at my wedding one day, tell him how proud I was to be his baby grandaughter... The kiss on the forehead will be gone forever... but I am glad I left my kiss on his forehead... the other way round before I finally said goodbye to him.. That day will always live in my memory... and the pain will always be there...I am always reminded of his love when I see grandpas take their little ones shopping, to the park or just a simple walk along the pathway. I am reminded of how much I missed those times. Although those times will never relive, they are always alive in my heart. I never knew the importance of a family until I was in my late teens.. I sometimes regret the fact that I never learnt of their love earlier. I prayed about it and then I realised it. If so many incidents hadn't taken place, there is even a chance that I won't be here today. The love in our family wouldn't have deepened if it weren't for so many incidents that took place. There fore I am no longer regretting, instead, I am grateful. Grateful for I have today..A loving family, a supportive man, the chance to gain education, the church..a beautiful life. What more could I ask for? Let us all realise how important our family is to us.. instead of a divorce, why not rekindle? instead of a custody, why not co-operate? instead of a break-up, why not give in? instead of hatred, why not love? I've learnt to give all my heart to my family.. and I will never stop giving and learning each day.. because I know this is what Heavenly Father wants me to do.. and not to forget.. this is definitely grandpa's wish....